So I've been sick for the past few days, but at around ten I've felt 100% better. Now, because I slept most of the day, I'm wide awake. That is my explanation for writing in the middle of the night.
Here is something I've been thinking about quite a bit lately...
When I was in a church service recently, the pastor said something that caught my attention and has begun to bring me a revelation of the distinction between having revival and advancing the Kingdom. What he said was something like this:
"Have you heard of the Pensacola (Brownsville) Revival? How about the Toronto Blessing? We want the [city name here] Anointing."
Later that night, I attended a service at a different church. A man who has been in this paticular city longer than any other active pastor came up to the front and was honored by the other pastors there. He was given a chance to say some things. They went something like this:
"I have seen many pastors and churches come and go, but they all had their own visions and agendas. I want the Kingdom."
The occurances which happened at this latter service where quite similar to what one might see at the Toronto Blessing. There were healings, prophetic words and songs, and people enjoying the presence of God in many other ways. At the former service, there were no such happenings. It was just a routine church service. That night I was wondering why one church was wanting something but wasn't really experiencing it and why the other had little conern for a movement but was experiencing everything that embodied any recent so called revival. It began to click.
What we sometimes see as revival is really just believers tapping into the Kingdom. Too often, we have the notion that revival is a movement where people get saved, healed, delivered, prophesied over etc. What we fail to realize is that what we call revival is really the Kingdom being realized on earth. The revival is what happened in believers to get their way of thinking to align with heaven's way of thinking. The revival happened before the visible manifestations of the Kingdom. Revival is renewal, and renewal is allowing the mind of Christ to take over our logic and reasoning. This is what transforms us, the renewal of our minds.
Think of two parallel horizontal lines. Now imagine that the higher one is the Kingdom and the lower one is the natural realm. Revival is when a particle approaches the upper line. The Kingdom is when a particle reaches and becomes stuck at the upper line. A movement is not what we're after. The Kingdom is what we're after. We can call it whatever we want, but we must realize that when we pray for revival, what we really need to do to see those prayers be made manifest is change the way we think. When the Kingdom comes, what we will see will go far beyond spiritual gifts. It will challenge our understanding to its core. It will be far beyond our control. We must not look for a movement that comes and goes. We must seek to conquer and occupy enemy territory (in the spirit world) for this is the Kingdom. The Kingdom is not a movement, it is a lifelong quest to possess the land promised to us by our King and our Father.
I would like to note that I am a huge supporter of the Toronto Blessing and the Brownsville Revival along with other similar "revivals" such as the Lakeland Healing Outpouring (Todd Bentley) and the Renewal (Rodney Howard Browne). These folks, however, were not and are not looking for a movement. They simply want more of God, and they want that for others. These all have underwent and still undergo tremendous criticism from the church, but they do not care. They know that the approval of God far exceeds the approval of man.
What most of us don't even realize is that these commonly mentioned revivals have seen and are seeing manifestations like uncontrollable laughter, jewels appearing out of thin air, missing limbs grow back, gold dust covering people, physical transportations, angelic visitations, oil flowing from people's hands, glory clouds, and even rain inside church buildings. These things scare even the most charismatic believers, but these must happen. They keep our understanding challenged so that we are never able to control what God is doing. The instant we can make sense of what God is doing is the instant we can create a formula and control what is happening. God's interest is setting captives free spiritually, physically, and emotionally, but He also wants His own sons and daughters to be in awe and in constant wonder of their beautiful Creator. This realm that goes far beyond our intellect is what will allow us to never be able to control or formulate the Spirit. Unfortunately, most believers are too caught up in theology and logic to realize that there is such wonder in allowing God to violate our understanding. They will reject Him because of these signs and wonders.